I've recently began waging a war I know I can't win against World of Warcraft. One comment from my boyfriend was "you just don't know how to have fun".
Its late at night, finals week. The last thing on my mind is cell biology. For some reason I can't stop wondering about how I usually have fun.
I can't think of an answer.
Well, not a solid answer. I can tell you that my favorite activities in the world involve spontaneity; random walks with my friend Kas, sudden decisions to go to the club, or Salem, or Maine... do I need to have that security blanket of a schedule? I feel like that ties a person down.
So maybe I'm not a gamer, but, what DO i do for fun? When I'm not doing work I'm staring into nothing. That doesn't change in the summer- i'm either working, working out, or staring... That is, when my spontaneous and random adventures are a no-go.
basically, i need a hobby. I've been trying to pick up music again, but all the feedback I'm getting isn't very positive, and its discouraging...
unhealthy
non supportive...
and I ask myself, what is the problem? Where have I gone wrong? When did I change?
I can't even pick up a pencil anymore.
its lost its luster.
god damn finals. making me all crazy. I know I'll feel differently tomorrow. Part of that whole spontaneous deal.
-E.m.o
... yes those are seriously my initials. plus this was the most emo entry ever. ugh.

Devious Comments
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...Free ~ two angels sit on high, one with a broken wing and the other whole ~ Welcome to Camp Free ~ The bullet holes of your social society ~ Free...
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...Free ~ two angels sit on high, one with a broken wing and the other whole ~ Welcome to Camp Free ~ The bullet holes of your social society ~ Free...
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...Free ~ two angels sit on high, one with a broken wing and the other whole ~ Welcome to Camp Free ~ The bullet holes of your social society ~ Free...
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...Free ~ two angels sit on high, one with a broken wing and the other whole ~ Welcome to Camp Free ~ The bullet holes of your social society ~ Free...
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...Free ~ two angels sit on high, one with a broken wing and the other whole ~ Welcome to Camp Free ~ The bullet holes of your social society ~ Free...
will you friend liza? she needs to get a little push from someone. She needs to get back to photograpphhhyyy...
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...Free ~ two angels sit on high, one with a broken wing and the other whole ~ Welcome to Camp Free ~ The bullet holes of your social society ~ Free...
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...Free ~ two angels sit on high, one with a broken wing and the other whole ~ Welcome to Camp Free ~ The bullet holes of your social society ~ Free...
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...Free ~ two angels sit on high, one with a broken wing and the other whole ~ Welcome to Camp Free ~ The bullet holes of your social society ~ Free...
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...Free ~ two angels sit on high, one with a broken wing and the other whole ~ Welcome to Camp Free ~ The bullet holes of your social society ~ Free...
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...Free ~ two angels sit on high, one with a broken wing and the other whole ~ Welcome to Camp Free ~ The bullet holes of your social society ~ Free...
Camel bowling. Literally. Camel bowling, not a camel bowling, a game, Camel bowling. Like Candle pin bowling, except Camel bowling. BWAHAHAHHAHA
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...Free ~ two angels sit on high, one with a broken wing and the other whole ~ Welcome to Camp Free ~ The bullet holes of your social society ~ Free...
draw....... a spazzy poodle.
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...Free ~ two angels sit on high, one with a broken wing and the other whole ~ Welcome to Camp Free ~ The bullet holes of your social society ~ Free...
Love, the wordy english one.
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Wit + Irony X Sarcasm2 - Cynicism + Charm =SorrowBurn
"Ei edes yksinäisyys tule yksin."
Henrik Tikkanen
"Despair is a comfort, desire a regret."
V. Laihila.
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I don't love you as if you were a rose of salt, topaz
or arrow of carnations that propagate fire:
i love you as one loves certain dark things,
secretly, between the shadow and the soul.
-pablo neruda \,,/(*o*)\,,/ ROCK ON!!!
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